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a journal by the broken poet
it still
hurts
for the things you never got to say.
120 questions, one on each page, and the rest of the page left empty for you. no advice. nobody reading over your shoulder.
paperback · 133 pages · sold & shipped by amazon
it's 2am.
you've typed it and deleted it four times.
you still haven't said it.
say it on paper instead.
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a page for every night you couldn't say it.






what's inside
five parts. one question a page.
What is the part you never say out loud?
the rest of the page is yours.
every page looks like this. the question is small on purpose.
part one
it happened
naming the thing, before anyone asks you to be okay.
- “What are you carrying that nobody can see?”
- “What have you been calling fine?”
part two
the loop
the replaying, the rehearsing, the checking.
- “What conversation never actually happened?”
- “What runs through your head when you cannot sleep?”
part three
the things i didn't say
the page for every sentence you swallowed.
- “What are you angry about that you never said?”
- “What would you say to someone who is gone?”
part four
what it cost
what it took, counted honestly.
- “What did you like about yourself before?”
- “What did you stop asking for?”
part five
still here
the quiet proof that you made it this far.
- “What has stopped being painful without you noticing?”
- “What did you find out you could survive?”
who it's for
for whatever it was.
- fora breakup you didn't see coming
- fora friendship that ended without a fight
- fora parent who never asked how you were
- forsomeone who is gone
- forthe person you used to be
paperback · 133 pages · 5.5 × 8.5 in
the companion ebook
it still
heals
for the nights it still hurts.
a hundred pages that talk you through one long night, from eleven o'clock to the morning after. the pages get lighter as you go. the first ten are free.


















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it still hurts.
it still heals.


